11/18/2015
Real bad day today. It feels like everyone's coming at me with guns blazing and knives drawn.
I'm trying to hold on but I just want to crawl away and hide. I hate feeling raw and naked like this, it's like all my nerves are exposed and everyone wants to take a whack at me.
I've nearly broke down twice already and it's only a matter of time before the tears come.
I want to go home, I want Rob to hold me and tell me it'll be ok. I want to crawl into bed and pull the blankets up over my head.
I feel like the world is just pressing down on me and I can't get out from under it.